Barry John Cunliffe

1986 - 2005
LocationSutton Heath/ St. Helens
Age19 years
Date of Birth09/07/1986
Date of Death24/10/2005
Visitors5,789 since 08/09/2007
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Barry John Cunliffe passed away 24/10/05 aged 19 years. He worked as a warehouse assistant but his
passion was computers, he lived at home with his mum & dad, he has a sister & 2 nephews the 2nd born
7 weeks after he passed. Barry had a brain tumour for several years & we didnt know, he had 3
operations & seemed to be recovering but it was not to be, he spent the last 2 weeks of his life in
intensive care the lonliest place in the world 4 a parent, we were with him when he passed & i have
never felt so lost, lonely,& helpless in my whole life. Our Barry was a wonderful lad with his life
ahead of him, his sense of humour was amazing, i miss his lovely shy smile, the sound of his voice,
he is my son & my best friend....since i first did this page his sister has had another little boy,
he"s called Luke Barry.. we will always miss our wonderful Son, Brother & Uncle xxxxxx


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hi barry i hope your being good up there and still looking after my sister susan . if your are please tell i miss her and will never forget her . Abig hello to your mum & family & thank you for always looking on susies site goodnite godbless xx

Ali Wedlock July 17, 2009

Hiya B, i"m going to school this morning for the kids assembly our Kian will get a certificate from First Steps Nursery & our Josh"s class are doing a little dance (can"t wait to see him) we"re leaving Luke with your dad though "cos he"d only make a fuss. Just a short message today Son "cos i"ve got to go & get ready our Josh is like you & me he likes to be early so they"ll be here soon - Love You Always B xxxxxx

Eileen Cunliffe (Mum) July 16, 2009

Do you know something B i"ve had more support off friends on this site than i have my own family, it"s probably because friends on here are missing someone they love as well, but it"s a bit shameful all the same eh!. Did you get the balloons we sent up to you on thursday? We think about you all the time but when it"s your birthday we"re a little bit sadder than usual. You have had loads of birthday wishes, cards & love from people who never met you - how about that. People also say it gets easier as time goes by but i don"t agree "cos i still feel as devastated as i did the day you left, i miss you so much it physically hurts, i always think of you before you were ill & when you always made us laugh, i try not to cry "cos i know you don"t want me to be upset but you know i will be anyway. We"ve all had a lovely time this week & it"s becoming a tradition that we all go away the week with your birthday in. I miss you & i love you Son i always will until i can give you a big hug & a squeeze again, & when we do meet i will never let you go again - Come & See Me In My Dreams Big Lad xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx 23 one for every year xxxx 4 one for every birthday you"ve been gone

Eileen Cunliffe (Mum) July 10, 2009

I can"t believe it"s been four birthdays without you, we all miss you very very much & today is very hard, we"ve got some balloons to send up to you later today from all of us so try & catch a couple if you"re not to busy celebrating. Me & your Dad have come back from Blackpool today so i can write on here for your Birthday (couldn"t miss it could i). We went on Monday & we"re home tomorrow, kids are having a lovely time & actually our Kian was last one up this morning for a great change, i don"t know if you"ve been visiting him this week but he was looking in a bush for you & was a bit weepy. I wish i could see you again B "cos at times it does get a bit much without you. Have a great day up there in Heaven with all your Angel mates & look down on us if you get a minute later. Remember Son we Love You Loads, the kids miss you & your Sister misses you too, speak to you later xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx

Eileen Cunliffe (Mum) July 9, 2009

Hiya B,
Time is going by so fast, i can see it in the kids every day, Luke is changing all the time he"s gorgeous (but you can see him can"t you). Our Kians a handful & he sulks like you did when you were little. Joshua is sooo like you in his ways, he"s a very sensitive little boy & very loving, having told you that he"s also a little sod when he wants to be.
Our Leanne is very happy with Stuart at the mo, he"s a nice enough fella & he does more for her than you know who ever did. As for me & your dad we"re just getting on with it, we always talk about you, me miss you very much as i"m sure you can see, you"re still very much part of our lives & that will never change. Mikey & James have left school now, Mikey has been at 6th form for a year & James starts in September, our Mikey"s like you as well (apart from the school bit). I always see Rebecca Khan in our shop, she"s made a lovely young woman & has two lovely kids, there"s not many i can talk to B it hurts too much. Our Leanne looks fab now doesn"t she? Getting rid of all that weight she looks like she used to before having the kids, she misses you Barry but the boys keep her busy which is a good thing "cos she"s in that house on her own when they go to bed. Anyway i"ll speak later (gotta due some ironing), Love You Always Son xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx

Eileen Cunliffe (Mum) May 22, 2009

Barry

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Carol Ledner (GTS Friend) May 1, 2009

I stood by your bed last night;
I came to have a peep.
I could see that you were crying you found it hard to sleep.
I spoke to you softly as you brushed away a tear,
'It's me, I haven't left you, I'm well, I'm fine, I'm here.'
I was close to you at breakfast,
I watched you pour the tea,
You were thinking of the many times, your hands reached to me.
I was with you at the shops today; your arms were getting sore.
I longed to take your parcels, I wish I could do more.
I was with you at my grave today; you tend it with such care.
I want to re-assure you, that I'm not lying there.
I flew with you towards the house, as you fumbled for your key.
I gently landed on you; I smiled and said, 'it's me.'
You looked so very tired, and sank into a chair. I tried so hard to let you know, that I was there.
It's possible for me, to be so near you everyday.
To say to you with certainty, 'I never went away.'
You sat there very quietly, then smiled, I think you knew...
in the stillness of that evening, I was very close to you.
The day is over... I smile and watch you yawning and say 'good-night, God bless, I'll see you in the morning.'
And when the time is right for you to cross the brief divide,
I'll fly across to greet you and we'll stand, side by side.
I have so many things to show you,
there is so much for you to see.
Be patient, live your journey out...
then come home to be with me.
- Author unknown
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Xxx Elaine Riley Xxx April 28, 2009

I'm still here

I'm Still Here

Please don't mourn for me
I'm still here, though you don't see.
I'm right by your side each night and day
and within your heart I long to stay.

My body is gone but I'm always near.
I'm everything you feel, see or hear.
My spirit is free, but I'll never depart
as long as you keep me alive in your heart.

I'll never wander out of your sight-
I'm the brightest star on a summer night.
I'll never be beyond your reach-
I'm the warm moist sand when you're at the beach.

I'm the colourful leaves when fall comes around
and the pure white snow that blankets the ground.
I'm the beautiful flowers of which you're so fond,
The clear cool water in a quiet pond.

I'm the first bright blossom you'll see in the spring,
The first warm raindrop that April will bring.
I'm the first ray of light when the sun starts to shine,
and you'll see that the face in the moon is mine.

When you start thinking there's no one to love you,
you can talk to me through the Lord above you.
I'll whisper my answer through the leaves on the trees,
and you'll feel my presence in the soft summer breeze.

I'm the hot salty tears that flow when you weep
and the beautiful dreams that come while you sleep.
I'm the smile you see on a baby's face.
Just look for me, I'm everyplace!

Carol Ledner (GTS Friend) April 15, 2009

♦♥♦ Cherished Memories ♦♥♦

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Sometimes it's hard to understand
To see the reason why,
Sometimes it's hard to find the words
To say that last goodbye.
Sometimes it's hard to look ahead
With eyes still filled with tears,
But all our cherished memories
Will live on through the years.
And though there are no answers
The questions still remain,
Sometimes we just can't comprehend
Or understand the pain.
Sometimes it's hard to look beyond
The rainclouds in the sky,
Though all our cherished memories
Will stay as time goes by.
Sometimes when we close our eyes
The only thing we see,
Are moments that are long gone by
Of how things used to be.
Sometimes we need to just let go,
Let tears fall as they may,
Reliving cherished memories
That never fade away.
(Author unknown)

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THANK YOU FOR ALL YOUR SUPPORT FOR ME AND MY ANGELS.
LOVE ALWAYS ELAINE XXXXXXXX

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Xxx Elaine Riley Xxx March 31, 2009

22ND MARCH 2009

♥ † ♥ Mother's Day ♥ † ♥

There are a special group of women
Who you might not know or recognize
They are the ones on Mother's Day
With big tears in their eyes.

Some might have children that you see
but what you don't know
Is that they also have children
that only they can see.

They can see them in a special way
That way is as an Angel
For what you don't understand is
They have all seen, felt, or held an Angel.

Mother's Day is their day too
Try to see that fact
That their hearts are full of pain
Because you too
Didn't see their Angel.

Happy Mother's Day
to all the Moms who have
seen, felt, or held an Angel.

Love,

♥ † ♥ Your Angel in Heaven ♥ † ♥

Jude Swaddle March 22, 2009
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